From the recording Calamity
Lyrics
Can’t you see I’m full of pain
I have poison running through my veins
Was my birth a travesty
Am I a pathetic fallacy, feeding off your negativity, a crooked source of captivity
Made to choose between the two, forced on me a childhood coup
Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies,
Can’t you see I’m full of fear taking care of mommy dear
Take your grudge to the grave
Don’t crap on me because I forgave
Forgive!
Tell a child lies
Tell a child lies
Lies...
No, no, no
Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies,
No, no, no
Lies, Lies, Lies, Lies
Can’t you see I’m full of guilt
Hands of red from blood, I spilt
It’s been said I’m not to blame
I was a child, playing such a twisted...game
I can’t stop the memories
Someone turn off my mind
Please
Stop
Please
Please, Please, Please, Please, Please
Blinded by lies that seem to grow
It hurts my heart I thought you should know
Feeling abandoned by the two, it hurts even more were now blamed by you!
Blinded by lies that seem to grow
It hurts my heart I thought you should know
feeling abandoned by the two, it hurts even more were now blamed by you!
Why would you do it? (you'll never change)
Why would you do it (It'll always be the same)
Why would you do it, what's in it for you, you had it all, but now were all through.
I'm sorry it ended this way, but you're way too coy, I was your son, not your whipping boy.